A New Day

     The day crossed the thin line of the silver water of the Wakenda creek on the old bridge with its ornate metal trusses and wood planked floor. It swirled around grain silos that stood like lone sentinels against the morning sky and past white two story farmhouses with green shudders.

     The first day of school strolled quietly into town traveling down Fourth Street and past the Wakenda Elementary School. It rolled around The Church of Christ with its tall steeple glinting white in the morning sun. It marched tirelessly across Buchanan Street to engulf ‘Old Hermit’ Winfrey’s shack and then floated over the strawberry field where its breeze pulled the sweet smell from the plants. 

     It reached the house on the corner of Crary and brought with it a soft breeze that promised a respite from the stifling humidity of the last few weeks. The kind of dampness that made sweat bead on your forehead with just the thought of working. It would provide a welcomed relief from the oppressing heat had held the people of Wakenda hostage. Like prisoners, condemned to huddle around fans, open windows, or in rocking chairs on shaded porches where they frantically waved newspapers, flyswatters, or anything that might get a little air stirring.

     The day slipped past an old redbone coonhound lying in a hole that he had dug in the soft earth beneath the porch. He opened one eye, yawned and realizing it was just the sound of the breeze rattling the loose shudders decided it wasn’t worth the trouble of moving and returned to his sleep. It awakened the Sparrows and Robins nesting in the maple trees and they began a chorus of chirping as they greeted the first soft rays of the new dawn.

     Riding on the breeze the first day of school moved between the rails of the porch and climbed silently through the window. Once inside, it swirled about the small bedroom devouring the darkness and injecting the sounds and smells of late summer into every crevice.

     It seeped through the seams of the tattered homemade patchwork quilt crumpled in a pile in the center of the bed and gently nudged sleep from the lump that lay curled beneath it. The lump remained motionless, its mind still struggling against sleep in an effort to regain conscious thought.

But the warmth and softness of the quilt wrapped itself more tightly around the lump’s shoulder in a desperate attempt to lure it back into its dreams. But the coming dawn was relentless and day nudged the lump harder. As the haze of sleep began to clear away…I reached out and tossed back the covers. Ready to face a new day.

Let’s make America great…

Not a political post

Image by Cari Dobbins from Pixabay

Let’s make America great again…

There have been more politicians than you can shake a stick at over the decades, including our current president, that have used some version of this as their battle cry to rally Americans. We all know that we want America to be great again, but what is it that we’re really asking for? What will it take for America to be great? Are we looking for low unemployment, high wages, stock markets on the rise, low interest rates or low housing costs? I don’t think any of that makes a difference. So just what is it that we’re after?

I think that deep down we all have a longing for the nostalgia of something that never really existed. That we’re looking for a place where Sherriff Taylor and Barney weren’t just policemen walking a beat, but kind, trustworthy pillars of the town who are able to keep all crime at bay without carrying a weapon. We want Marcus Welby to make house calls and keep each of our ailments and secrets to himself. We want him to hand us prescription drugs right out of his black bag and take a watermelon as payment. We want little girls in pigtails saying ‘Goodnight John Boy.” We’re looking for young lads that are willing to take out the trash and mow the neighbor’s lawn for a homemade cookie and a glass of milk. We’re looking for adults that help each other out through the tough times and throw bar-b-ques to celebrate each other’s victories. We want to have our religion back. Where we all go to church on Sunday and pray before each meal even in restaurants. We want to see children kneel at the foot of their beds and thank God for another day.  We want to pledge allegiance to the flag and have it mean more than just some words. We want drug stores to double as soda shops and barber shops to be where the quartet practices. Yes, we want hope, prosperity, kindness, honesty and freedom. But we don’t want to work for them. We want someone to hand it to us on a silver platter.

So there is always going to be a politicians telling us they will bring back ‘Main Street’… that they can make a ‘Great America’. But none of them can ever fulfill those promises.

Because small towns and Main Streets are not places to visit, they are a way of life. They are hidden inside each of us. So let’s search inside ourselves and pull them to the surface. Only through our action can we make America Great again.

The Drowning

How in the hell the news got to us so quickly is still a mystery. One minute, we’re in the middle of the street playing our childish games then, what seemed like only a moment later, we’re standing at the water’s edge. Red lights slashing through the early evening dusk.

We watched as Sheriff Rankin and his brother Will maneuvered their boat around the middle of the lake. Casting a snagging line out like it was just another evening of spoonbill fishing.

Everybody from town was standing around in little groups whispering to each other. Speculating on what, then how, it happened. It seemed that seventeen year old Terry Bowman had tried to swim across the lake by himself. He didn’t make it.

All us guys were standing a few yards away from the somber faces of the adults. We were jabbing each other in the ribs and joking with one another like we had just come out of the movie theatre. Even there in the face of death, our youthful immortality poked its head out. We knew one thing for certain, whatever hand fate had dealt to Terry, it had nothing to do with us.

But the moment they lifted Terry’s body from the boat and laid him gently onto the shore, his blue lips highlighted against his pasty whiteness, his eyes wide open and staring toward the night sky. His mother kneeling over his wrinkled body and crying for God to give him back. That’s when I knew death for the first time in my life. And my youthful naiveté abandoned me.

As I stared into his face, I strange curiosity overtook me. I wondered what thoughts went through Terry’s mind the moment he realized that he was never going to make it to the other side of the lake. As he looked back and saw his friends, highlighted against the setting sun, dancing, singing and making out; when did panic set in?

Was it when his arms turned to rubber and he struggled to just stay afloat that he started looking for some miracle to get him out? Or later when his first gasp for air brought him nothing but a mouth full of water? At what point did he stop fighting and just accept that death was going to take him. Or did he struggle to the very end, never giving up hope?

So as I stood there in silence, watching his mother cradle her son. Her tears dripping into his unblinking eyes and her sobs choking out any words she tried to give to him, my knees buckled and I fell to the ground. I watched her gently rock her baby in her arms and I suddenly hated God for taking him away from her.

That evening, those flashing red lights slicing into the stillness and the sobbing moans of Terry’s mom burned a memory deep into my innocents that I was sure I would never forget.

But the next morning found us all gathered at the ball park laughing and joking like any other summer day. Like nothing out of the ordinary had happened. Except choosing up side was just a little harder now that Terry was gone… but hey, the game must go on.

Memories

The lonesome whistle of a late night train

The sound of bullfrogs or a night owls screech

The melodic drip of a summer rain

These things pull me back to my town asleep

 

I could count the stars in the sky at night

Without smog or bright lights to drown the view

Bushes covered in fireflies glittered bright

Like golden mounds covered in misty dew

 

I had so many years of wasted dreams

Of where time did not move at a snail’s pace

I now know the only thing that I need

Is to return to that much simpler place

 

But my small town has completely vanished

Her quiet streets will never comfort me

My hopes of returning have been banished

All that’s left are this old man’s memories

The Home of My Youth

Faded and long neglected

Hidden behind all the

Broken dreams of childhood

Once so crowded and loud

With so many voices

All screaming to be heard

You were so full of life

Now just a dying house

With nothing left to give