Tag: love
Second Best
Woman, when it came to loving me
You know I was always second best
But can you tell me why you had to
Always leave my heart in such a mess
You kept me hidden in your darkness
Placed me on your shelf with all the rest
Until you needed a heart to break
Then you would tell me you loved me best
You would show me off to all your friends
Fill me up with all your hopes and lies
Seems you got your kicks from hurting me
Just like pulling the wings off of flies
I’ve tried so hard to stand up to you
Oh, How I have prayed to God above
To please reach into this heart of mine
And carry away all of my love
Still I hope someday you’ll settle down
And find the love you’ve always suppressed
Then you might ask for my company
And know I was never second best
Transitions

Ah yes there’s the rub; life’s small transitions
A birth to youth, youth to age, age to death
Much too quickly my brothers and sisters
Have passed through their veil of reality
And now join the orchestra of rapture
Too quickly I follow their lanterns glow
Sing to me a song, my Angels of grief
I can’t remember my life from before
Carefree and chasing the forever more
Maybe there are some things that can be left unsaid. But, I love you, is not it.
When I was young my parents told me that I would wish I had this time to live again. I have to say that I thought they were a bit senile. Who in their right mind would want to live with no TV, cell phone or Facebook? Who wants to fish in clean water, breathe unpolluted air, or play in the middle of the street without harm? Who needs to sleep through a silent night or wake early to play in dew covered grass? Who needs simplicity, friends …family? Why would I long to hug my father, to kiss my mother’s brow, to tell my brothers and sisters I love them.
“Not me,” said the ignorance of youth.
Regrets
I am so sorry mother
I was consumed by my youth
Maybe I did not love you
Quite as much as you deserved
My life devoured my thoughts
Tomorrow was far away
I didn’t understand how much
I would miss not seeing you