I screamed his name but he wouldn’t move. He just stood there staring at me with a confused look on his face. Why didn’t he follow my brother, the risk taker, the careless one, the one who had jumped across the tracks in front of the train? Why didn’t he stay behind with me, the responsible one… the one who never took chances and always did the right thing? Either way he would still be alive. But his indecision sealed his fate. All I could do was stand there and watch his lifeless body flash in and out of the shadows of the moving train as it flew past. I stood there in silence until the tracks were clear and it was safe for me to cross. As I approached his lifeless and mangled body I couldn’t help but to think…“What a stupid ass dog.”
The Voices in My Head
I was sitting at my computer, as I usually am in the dying hours of each day. I had my headphones on and was engulfed in the music from my favorite play list. Letting the rhythms pass through me like a gentle brook, hypnotizing and relaxing. But somewhere in the middle of Kenny Chesney’s ‘Chasing Demons’ a frail and timid sound tried to push through the notes. It was barely audible in the beginning; as if someone from a distant neighborhood was calling out for their loved ones to come in for the night. I ignored it and continued with my nightly ritual. But the noise sulked and brooded; reminding me of a spoiled child that had been forced to stand in the corner. It fidgeted and twitched; stomping around in my mind, becoming louder, demanding to be noticed. As it became clear that I was not to be rid of it I picked up my pen and let the noise pour into it.
At first it rambled too quickly. Its sentences were incoherent and confused and its structure was laughable. But as the noise learned to control its emotions it calmed and gained confidence. A coherent word here and an intelligent sentence there until it became its own voice bordering somewhere on the edge of competent prose. Through my pen the noise began to court the page, stroking its ego with eloquence and coaxing the words from the depth of the paper’s blank stare. It no longer needed me for guidance and I let the ink caress the emptiness between the blue lines. I lost track of the music. There was only the sound of the pen carrying on its seductive conversations. I sat helplessly by and let the noise sing its song. It became so engrossed with itself that it did not feel the need to confide in me as it rolled the words from nothingness and brought them into creation.
The Cemetery
Here, they sleep
Freedom from the troubles of living
Close to those that left before them
Welcoming those that have followed
In peace
In this restful place
Surrounded by the wooded hills of youth
Serenity is everlasting
Broken only by the chattering of squirrels
The summer song of birds
They have no need for dreams
In their silent world
Trees and grasses dance in unison
Upon a soft summer breeze
I can feel their happiness
There is no sorrow
Here they slumber
Perhaps one day soon…
So shall I
Whispers of Change
In America there is talk of changes coming
Revolution is the tune that we’ve been humming
We’re all standing on the ledge
They’re trying to push us over the edge
To politician standing below just waiting for us
It started off with whispered words in backroom places
From the shadows it took to the streets through nameless faces
At the start the song was soft and low
But then our emotions began to grow
Now we’re shouting the truth to all who’ll hear us
Our leaders have showed us that they are useless
They proved long ago how they have a hatred for us
Discriminate against poor or old
By turning healthcare into gold
Our human rights will all be sold to line their pockets
In America, we must act while we still have the right
It’s not too late for us all to stand up and fight
Join us now and yell their name
They’re the ones who hold the blame
Without change it will be the ending for us
Don’t let the government take our freedoms from us
Let us set the world ablaze with our chorus
Our voices ring out through the night
To show the world what’s wrong or right
Together we can make a better place for us
Fate?
Do we start racing toward our fate
The minute we emerge from the womb
We kick and cry because we can’t wait
To live out our life before the tomb
We reach out to grab life by the throat
We know our actions make no difference
‘Cause the words have already been wrote
To pen the end of our existence
Or are we forever evolving
Changing our futures with every breath
Is our life constantly revolving
Until we succumb to the scythe of death