Seeking Fame

Don’t be deceived

Glory, fame or wealth

Cannot save you from death

Certain sorrow will be cast at your passing

Your family and if you’re lucky

A few good friends

Will morn you

But their grieving will be short-lived

With each turning season

Their memory of you will fade

Soon, no thought of you remains

Just another cold grey stone

In a field of stones

Will mark that you existed

Fade to Black

Is it the beginning or the end?

I suppose no one can ever know

Yet each of us will make the journey

When it comes the time for us to go

We will take one last look behind us

And see our loved ones are looking back

With that last breath we sigh “I love you”

And then we fade slowly into black

One Night Stands

Steamy night

Sensual delight

Stay with me until dawn

 

The woman remains

A new child remains

But all the love is gone

Just another body behind the dumpster

Life had turned its back on Jason so many years ago that he no longer held a grudge. Though, if anyone had ever had a reason to give God the bird, it would have to be him.

He said he was married once; if you could call it that. It was more like a whirlwind of passion followed by months of hatred and torment. Eventually, the entire affair succumbed to the throes of mistrust and subsequent unfaithfulness. Of course, each one blamed the other and perhaps neither one was wrong.

After that, he tried to make a go of it, flitting from one job to another in search of the one thing that would make him happy. He moved around a lot. At first it was just from one place to another in the same city, then to different cities and finally different states. He told me that he was always looking for some place to fit in, but just never seemed to be able to adapt. He was always the outsider, the odd duck so to speak, and thus began his hatred of people. Maybe hatred is too strong a word for what Jason felt toward others. Perhaps it was more like disillusionment in his fellow man. It was hard for him to get past the ‘stupidity of the world’ as he called it.

Yesterday’s Love

We were the youngest of lovers

Crossing the threshold of desire

Impatient and heated

Souls burning with the fires of youth

Bathing in the sureness of immortality

I shook my fists at the world

Then hid inside you for refuge

Sanctuary from an uncaring world

Now I am ancient

Shadows of crosses dull my eyes

So many years have slid past

Since first we touched each other’s hearts

Our young love still consumes my thoughts

Fills my passions

As if it were but yesterday