~Outdated~

I am not made for these modern times

Missouri mud runs through my veins
unspoiled country air flows through my lungs.
my roots are intertwined in the bedrock of culture,
traditions and folklore of a pioneer Midwest

My heart beats with the rhythm
of wind through oak trees
the sway of golden wheat
the steady fall of summer rain
on metal porch roofs

My voice is the sound
of pickup trucks on gravel roads
tractors plowing through gumbo
the hoot of owls from leaning red barns.
the yip of foxes or the howl of coyotes from
across green pastures under full moon’s glow
trumpeting of a rooster greeting the day
songs of blue jays, cardinals, red wing blackbirds
caw of crows pecking through early snow
on harvested corn fields
beat of horse hooves
lazy bawling of cows

My nostril are filled with the smell of
wildflower meadows, fresh baled hay
alfalfa, soybeans, and apple blossoms

I am lightning bugs on summer’s eve
coon hounds asleep on sunlit porches
family picnics on red checkered tablecloths
horseshoes, freeze tag and kick the can

I am unlocked doors and open windows
rocking chairs and back porch swings
I am outdated

Oppressed

What is it I wonder you don’t want us to see
that you don’t want included in the story

Do you think just because
your big smelly marker says
permanent ink that it
can cover up history

Why are you so scared
that someone might care
about the true version
of how the past
should be told or how
the future might unfold

Did you think with a stroke
you can cross out the hopes
of generations
who came and went
or maybe prevent those
who have yet to dream
their dreams

Just because you erase the words
does not mean
we can’t be heard

Because we can scream louder
than you can whine
we’ve done it since
the beginning of time

~She’s Been Here Before~

Once green and firm,
she danced,
on the boughs edge.
Whirling and dipping,
through the breezes,
of changing seasons.
She basked,
in hot summer suns.
Rejoicing in the adulation,
heaped upon her,
as she selfishly,
provided shade,
and shelter
to all who sought it.
Asking for nothing,
needing no one.
Autumn days,
stroked her ego,
into maturity.
transforming her,
into the envy of
artists and poets,
sages and prophets,
wise men and clerics.
But the chill of winter’s age,
dried and wrinkled her,
she fell,
dying.
Until all that remains,
of her once majestic existence,
is a final crumbling gasp,
under the heels of,
marching boots.

A Drive Around My Hometown

The house I was born in,

used to stand right here.

I was just one more hungry child

destined to grow old and die.

Right here in this schoolyard,

I learned life’s valuable lessons.

The more you have,

the more you get,

the more you want.

Here’s the church,

that taught me,

no one cared,

about lost souls.

Only how much,

is in the collection,

plate.

This is the highway,

where I found out,

if I went too far.

I would never,

make it back.

No matter how hard I try